you knw you wouldn't take lariam at the same time as members you knew you wouldn't take lariam at thes who were serving under you were taking it? yes, that is true. but again, i think it was because the organisation had not reached a certain view on whether lariam was more beneficial... but if it was not good enough for you, should it have been good enough for anyone serving under you? because i had first—hand experience in what could happen, i could not see the point of putting myslef in the same position so i took something else. but other people were being put in that position? well, this is true. but again, i come back to the fact that the ministry of defence, as an organisation, were still trying to come to a conclusion, in general terms, whether the beneficial or harmful effects to lariam were greater or less. the effects were almost immediate. it was as if the wiring in your brain had completely gone or completely rewired. i do get depressed, to the point of suicidal thoughts. since 1997, the british national formulary, which gps consult when prescribing medicines, has made abs