in my heart, or it seemed to me that it was prayer time , we were sitting in the qibla mosque of lashkar of the children came to my ear and said that he is working with you. i am talking to you on the phone. i told you on the phone that hassan was martyred and i am very sad. i heard the martyrdom of hassan. i was very sad. his chest was heavy, he had to do the most difficult work , which was the first thing in the morning, when it was time for radio and television the incident will be announced and if my parents hear the incident on the radio, it will be something difficult to say, what should we do, call the house yourself, say it slowly, slowly, i called my relatives and talked to my mother, mothers understand, there is nothing more what's up, dayna alhamdulillah, she said that i had become like that, no, it wasn't like that, why did i become like that, as if she understood from my tone and voice, i said, baba gholam was wounded so much , and he said no, he was a martyr, i immediately said yes, shivana, i did not say much. then he told me that i had dreamed a state the night before, su