there is no hours passing by when i am around laszlo not to be reminded what a miracle that he is withbe how much it means to be alive, how much it means to have a second chance, how much it means to see those faces that you love the most. i think going through such an experience is kind of like appreciating everything that we have, rather than looking to the things that we don't have. yes. when you were gravely ill, i would've given anything and everything. our house, even my life, just to get you back. i was saying let me die and let him live. that's just what i wanted, in that situation, want your loved one back. no matter what. and here i am. here you are. thank god. is that the first time having this procedure? have you had it before? i've had it about 20 times. you know what to expect then. to be honest, ifeel so privileged to be back to work. it feels good to do what i do best. i will be next to you during the procedure. seeing things from the other side of the hospital bed, i think it made me more empathetic. i kind of put myself into my patient�*s shoes way much better. having