laura dern: ok. you know and i said, "no, no, no, no, no." well, um, i, i, i was thinking about it, you know and i think that maybe i'm um, i am uh. i guess what i'm trying to say is, i did get the joke about the toaster oven. laura dern: so are you saying what i think you're trying to say? ellen degeneres: what do you think i'm trying to say? laura dern: oh, i'm not gonna say it again and be wrong. ellen degeneres: no, you're not wrong, you're right. um, this is uh, this is, this is so hard but i, i, i, i think i've realized that i am; i can't even say the word. why can't i say the word? i mean, why can't i just say? i mean what is wrong? why, why do i have to be so ashamed, i mean, why can't i just say the truth? i mean, be who i am. i'm 35 years old, i'm so afraid to tell people. i mean, i just. susan. [leans into airport microphone]. i'm gay. [audience applause]. announcer: ladies and gentlemen, please welcome emmy and tony award winner kristen chenoweth. ♪ ♪ ♪ kristen chenoweth: it is so great t