innovation for all. ♪ >>> the night of may 29, 2006, memorial day, laura van ryn's mother, suzy, wroteanguished entry in her prayer journal. >> please don't take laura from me, lord. my heart is heavy today. please don't let it be. my heart cries out in desperation to you. this would be more than i can bear. i know you are not a cruel god. what purposes would there be? could my heart deceive me? could i not know my own daughter? oh, god, help me. you are all i have. please give me laurie back. >> what must that have been like when you started to doubt? >> agonizing. first of all, you've been on this emotional roller coaster for five weeks. and we still weren't at the end of it and feeling like we're getting little glimpses of laura, and it's still a long road ahead, and now all of a sudden, this thought that this might not be laura. you can't deal with that at the moment because there's -- your daughter who's lying there still needs you, and -- and if it's not your daughter, then you need her parents. she needs her mom and dad right away. >> the van ryns had been caring for their criti