. >> laurie holt and her husband jason aren't sure they can bear another year of worry over the safetyjosh. >> for a mother. you can't even explain how much it hurts. >> i would trade places in a heartbeat with him. i would live his life. let him live lhis now. >> they were initially optimistic last summer. >> i originally thought. silt down. get him home in the next couple weeks. he is innocent. there is no way that they, that they, can look in his back ground and find anything he has done. >> he traveled to venezuela to marry tamara, a woman he met on line. >> i think at that age, you still haven't experienced life yet. you do things for love that maybe somebody at our age wouldn't do. >> two weeks after the wedding, venezuela police raided at apartment, holt shared with his new wife, claiming to find an ak 47 and hand grenade. police arrested the couple. later on state television, the interior minister, called holt a gringo linked him to unspecified u.s. attempts to undermine embattled president maduro. >> a vibrant kid. >> our best memories. sitting around the island, cracking joke