grandparents and i grew up on a farm so we didn't have cable i think we got one channel and it had lawrence welk on it so we watched that i say we a lot because i have an identical twin sister so so i'm not saying like the royal we. really it was just about discovering those. those inspirations and then started seeing in church choir has been to catholic school and then when we moved to california i got into theater camp and doing musicals and i had to be incredibly afraid to sing in front of people on stage just by myself it was very scary but i want to do for some reason and it got me out of my shell super super. shy and i think when i started singing and performing that really brought me out. i got to be loud i mean people out of times say that i have this voice that doesn't seem to go with my the way i look and i'm small and whatever but i know again my mom so that when i was born i was less than four pounds primi and but you couldn't tell by my voice everyone knew i was there screaming really loud so it's been always that way and then i started listening to hanson discovered hanson that is