accusing the media of being critical of the conservative duggar family while they say they gave lea dunn nam a pass last year when she wrote in a memoir she experimented with her sister. >> it is burned in our memory that josh made bad decisions and he will suffer the consequences. >> we're the duggars. >> a contrast to the family's squeaky clean image. for years they have been portrayed on their show "19 kids and counting," as a conservative christian family who played and prayed together. frowning on hugging for fear it may cause impure thoughts. >> the ray of hope was josh came and told us and his heart was still soft. >> reporter: the scandal broke two with weeks ago when in touch magazine released two police reports that said he was never charged. the family said they are the victims because the sealed police reports were leaked. >> it has been an attack on our family. >> tonight jill duggar breaking down as she speaks of that moment. >> i couldn't believe what was going on when i heard the police report had been released. they can't do this to us. >> by rehashing we reopened this wound