asked me to explain to hid us yens at the blog what happened with leeman brothers. i wrote a commentary. 50 people responded to the commentary. that, to me, was indicative of the appetite in the demand for explained to us what was going on on wall street. so i wrote the commentary and got an e maul -- equal number of responses. i realized if i want credibility as a writer, i need to put my name out there. i can't just be some other sort of pseudonym. if i want the readers to say i believe in this individual, i have to put my name out there. i introduced myself to the blogosphere and said this is who i am. this is my background. and really what motivated me at that point was the idea of i could be of service. the idea a body of knowledge about the shadow banking system, the technicals in the market, the fact that this securetized market i was in represented between of the credit that flowed in to the economy. that's meaningful. in the fact those markets to a large extent shut down in 2008. and i knew what the ripple effect it would have on the economy as whole. >> th