early in 2008, the leo ryan seat opened up again. i do. >> congratulations. you are now a member. >> and was sworn in after 30 years as a freshman congresswoman. for almost everyone who did survive, escape from jonestown was not a single day's journey. it has taken decades. >> it never goes away. >> tracy parks tried to hide in a bottle. >> i just drank because that's how i hid my pain as a teenager. >> but nothing could chase away the feelings of chronic fatigue, constant stress and memories that came back at night. >> all the nightmares are i end up back there. i'm trying to get out. i'm trying to run through the jungle, and i know that i might not make it through the jungle. and i'd get up and literally have a panic attack. have to open the doors and walk outside and get air. >> for jerry parks, it may be a little easier each year. but no one is home free, even at the age of 75. >> i found in myself in my case that i break down real easy. i can cry real easy over the slightest little thing. whoever said time heals all wounds didn'

ryan tweets, how about a relationship with multiple cultures clashing. a i'm white american, my fiancÉ palestinian and latin american. brian, you are ahead of the curve my friend. living life, leosays he met his wife as a fraternity and they have been together ever since, that was 20 plus years ago, we weren't trying to go interracial but weren't opposed to it. size an cats miller, i am a jewish girl married for a property stand. and that should, a sitcom. there are challenges and hurdles. he posted this link to interracial dating through white eyes. and it says, look, look at this, asian men are desexualized. black men objective identified. black women sex fantasy. some stereo types. >> that's incentive. and incredibly stereotypical. >> you don't like it? >> no. my folks wouldn't have cared who i married as long as he loved me and i love him. you are pakistani. what would they have done if you didn't marry a pakistani girl. >> two years ago my mom said in a parking lot i wouldn't minds if you didn't marry a girl that wasn't pakistani. >> did you fall over? >> it was amazing, i wish she would have told me that at 21. a dream that every pakistani kid wants to hear, but i think i