and since we're talking about james walker and my uncle leonard hicks took my mother to the hospital to give birth. my mother combined the names james and lynn, or it came up with the name jalen. and i'm still very fortunate when i'm working the n b a draft. i get a chance to see a name that she bird. a name that she created now become a legacy that's going to live and a full stuff man. beautiful. i read about your last year, man. you've had a, you've lost some folks. got, i mean, i send up prayers to your brother that it's hard to lose that many people in your life but, and also to have that. but you're stuck against the fact that your career is, but you know, you're about the really happen. it's happen. and now you've built it the right way due to the love of these people you've lost, but it's odd sometimes when life comes with the, the good and the bad at the same time and you don't know where to go in your head. absolutely, and that's, that's the navigation as you know, personally and professionally as we each start to get older, to be able to persevere a lot of turbulence that w