i thought of leslie jones. >> stephen: so you're thinking of leslie jones. did you thrand?taste of that. >> she does. but, you know, like, with everything going oi remember there are so many moments before i skated where i was like, "okay, i'm going to fall on everything." oh, like, "i think i have diarrhea." and you work so -- >> stephen: we call those the flipety-flops. >> yes, yeah. i'm not a doctor, but that's what i've heard, too. but, you know, you work so hard for those moments that you just put all of those doubts behind you and for me, i always just repeated, like, one key word. and it was like, you know, "jump," or "go faster." and i kept it really simple for myself. >> stephen: if you don't land it-- as i said, we already practiced the "i don't care" pace or "that was perfect" face. in the long program you have the opportunity to make up that jump in the second half. the announcers gyllenhaal like, "okay, he doubled that triple. he's got to throw a triple and another double in the second half." where do you find the time? how do you find the mental acute? how do