when it came to alt are lettics, i was good and strong, but when it came to skiing, i could never keep them together and do those perfect. then i found out my cerebellum was 20% smaller than normal. i found out that my fear center, the brain's fear center was larger than normal. and that would explain why i had so much anxiety problems. i got into puberty, i had terrible, terrible anxiety problems. it was horrible. that's now controlled with antidepressant medication. there are a lot of people that are super anxious where a little bit of antidepressant can really help. but one of the scans that really turned me on was a scan done back in 2006, and scientists at the university of pittsburgh in carnegie mellon found that i had a great big, huge, visual track. and that would explain my visual thinking. and then they found out that my math department was trashed because i basically have got cerebral spinal fluid in my cortex, so that trashed out millionty tasking. -- multitasking. [laughter] and one of the things i can't do is remember long sequences of information. when i had a job at a d