forest, a forest plot, and there was a gate in the fence, everyone knew that some people came to lidya karneevnagate, we children did not understand which ones, but the adults whispered that some, but i am the daughter of an ideological enemy, you understand, and, oh, this is an office, and such an enemy, who was definitely very unpleasant for lidya karneevna, but - she let me into the house and i never felt that i was not loved in this house, there was no such feeling never at all, she wrote in her memoirs: i remember this moment, the bonfire hello summer, the bonfire goodbye summer, the princess who was supposed to play the main role in our children's play, i thought it would be me, but it wasn't me, and i was in tears, i was about 8 years old, i came to arna ivanovich. to sob, to cry, to stamp my feet and demand that i be a princess, he has it in his diaries, this is right here, he has an entry in his diaries, and you are in this photograph, no, maybe you are, but i can't recognize myself from behind, i can't recognize myself, here the girl sitting in a colorful dress and white bows, this is