. >> so emotionally on you, did you ever feel likeyou wanted to reach oulito them? you just felt like the feeling wasn't mutual. >> no, there are strict guidelines to make it feel comfortable and safe for everybody but so that you know that i -- as a recipient you will never meet the donor and the donor will not meet you. you go in with that mind set so i never the wish to meet but i did have good thoughts toward her. >> what about people that may want to reach out to those people? is that there that type of option. >> not all donors are anonymous. some may be friends of the family so of course then they're known and they do t to meet. >> have you t thought through that process of the donor, where that would come from. >> i personally -- i would want to know them. because. >> i know that it would be hard for me to make that decision. it would be a very difficult choice because those eggs are a part of you. they uld have your dna. a t of traits, not only physical but emotional personality wide are carried through to your children. of course i want buo meet them and s