lisa: linda lawless has spent the last few years delving into her past, hoping for answers to the questionslogical father. lisa: so, you gathered all of this together, and what does it tell you? linda: nothing adding up. more questions. like, i'm just not getting any answers, and it's just getting more and more confusing. lisa: when linda was eight, she made her first holy communion, and a family secret was revealed. linda: that was the same year i found out that my dad wasn't my real dad, so it was a big year. lisa: the devastating discovery about her stepfather not being her dad hit harder when her mother admitted she'd almost had her adopted at birth. lia: it was such a scandal, to be an unwed mother e was very ashamed, so she went to sydney to have me and to--i was to be adopted out from sydney. this is a photo of my mom that was taken on the manly beach after i was born. always reminded me of what i didn't know and the unanswered questions and what did she go through. lisa: but at very last minute linda's mom decided to keep her newborn and take her home to melbourne, leaving unfinishe