so nemesis this time isn't lisa kyle or lisa renna, it's montague. >> how are you going to be stopped from getting to that point? >> i didn't say i was. >> if you did, let's have an honest moment. >> there's no telling that i'm not going to go like, ahhh! >> right now in recovery and goes to weekly meetings. she's trying to heal, but it's very clear she's still raw from the pain of losing her ex-husband and best friend, monty brenson. he was glad he was going first, because if i first, then he had to be here. >> what were you final words >> i said i love you, and i felt him leave. and it was shocking. i didn't expect it. >> you were holding him? you were right there holdin him? >> yeah. >> how did that affect you? how did it affect your life, your sobriety? when is the last time you had a drink? >> let me just say my recovery is going amazing. >> after nearly a year, ki returns to "the real housewives" tonight to face off with kyle. but i used our sit down to clear up some rumors. there was even speculation that you were at some point homeless. >> i'm living in a $400,000 hotel in san

so kim's nemesis this time isn't lisa kyle or lisa renna, it's heidi montague. >> how are you going to be stopped from getting to that point? >> i didn't say i was. >> if you didnest moment. >> there's no telling that i'm not going to go like, ahhh! >> right now kim's in recovery y meetings. she's trying to heal, but it's the pain of losing her ex-husband and best f monte brenson. >> he was glad he was going first, because if i went first, he couldn't bear ite here. >> what were you final words with monte? >> i said i love you, and i felt him kind of leave. and it was shocking. i didn't exing him? >> uh-huh. >> yeah. >> how did that affect you? how did it affect your life, your sobriety?ime you had a drin >> let me just say my recovery is going amazing. it really is >> after nearly a year, kim s" tonight to face off with kyle. but i our exclusive sit down to clear up some rumors.culation that you were at some point homeless. what was that got? hotel in santa moniclooking the beach, and people are lake, she's homeless. aaw. it's hardly homeless. >> and while drunken cat fights, the imag