littleton in general is -- i remember being in sixth grade. grade. and they were like, don't screw this up, because if you screw this up, you won't get into honors math in seventh grade. if you don't get into honors math in eighth grade, ninth grade, eleventh grade, then you'll die poor and lonely. and that's it. you believe, in high school, and a lot of the kids, but the teachers and counselors and principals don't help things. they scare you into doing -- into conforming and doing good in school by saying, if you're a loser now, you're going to be a loser forever. so that with eric and dylan, right, call them fag. they're like, if i'm a fag now, i'm a fag forever. you wish someone could have grabbed them and gone, dude, high school's not the end of -- year and a half, year? >> a year. they were weeks away from graduation. >> yeah, you're done, you know? it's amazing how fast you lose touch with all those people. they just beat it in your head, as early as sixth grade, don't [ bleep ] up, because if you do, you're going to die poor and lonely