and you keep on livingju with it and people tell you it states safe you don't even know what that meansatnymore because tht is just your reality. and so the fact we've been at it for three years is insane to me i remember having a conversation withau friends in early april i was in levine city in eastern ukraine i wanted to tell my friends to come stay with me they seriously told me they do not want to leave because they want to be there foror victor day. so my friends did not come. they have a distinct feeling there on the precipice of this historic moment.me they were ready to march in their flags and celebrate it. but now it's three years later i am sitting here we are going to talk about how our biggest ally isis turning into something of n enemy. and so that is where we are at. >> i just want to say that sounds dramatic most is understating it. i woke up that morning to a set of text from her which i think i still have. this was news is i have a beautiful baby girl. the bad news is i'm in a bomb shelter under the hospital with a whole bunch of laboring what u think because in one poi