portnellan beef farm overlooks loch lomond. a living, he diversified into agri—tourism. part of that is offering watersports to visitors. but after lockdown, his bookings were cancelled. obviously, my income's taken a big hit at the moment, as has the farm income. we can survive it for a while, but if it doesn't come back at some stage, it's going to become much harder. a newborn lamb on a nearby farm. it's been in the same family for nearly 300 years. like many farms, they relied on the income from agri—tourism. this included self—catering accommodation and farm tours, all gone because of covid—19. if we can't get that going, that would be serious. i don't think we could survive through it without that. the tourism side of the business is run by bobby's daughter kay. the farming venture itself could support the one family. the additional diversification gives the income to myself and my family. so if it goes into the following year, i don't know how i'm going to feed the kids. i'm not sure how i'm going to put clothes and food