and then she said loeshe is dead. i don't -- it was -- i didn't -- i didn't understand what she was saying. and then i just kind of lost it, man, i remember i just ran down melrose until -- just sprinting down the middle of the street in traffic. and i was just thinking at that point i just wanted revenge. i don't know if it's every parent, but for me i want to know everything. and some things i know from the police report, some things i don't. >> my girl was like boss. >> maya and porsche, those were probably her two best friends. maya was in the car with her when the gunfire happened. and i've been trying to talk to her about that night for 20 years. but it's always a difficult conversation to initiate and approach. >> i remember the first day i met her. we were in third grade. >> you met her around the same time. >> yeah, third grade at hoover. she was the life of the double ditch party. >> and we worked at mcdonald's. >> that's right. >> she got off work around 6:00, a young man who they knew in the neighborhood s