it was a sign that there was something beyond the suffering of the now, the loneliness he felt, thatere was a light that he was going toward, and he used to look at the sky at night and think about the worlds thato were out there, and could heul travel to them? and would they be worlds in which painters were appreciated, unlike this world. and so this is a painting filled with fantasies of what lifewh could be if he lived in a different world. >> rose: the next one, also inju june, july, 1889, the oliveid tree. >> the olive trees. they were right outside of the asylum, this olive grover and oplereds of thousands ofpe go the see them every year, because vincent is such an iconicigure they go toisonth grave and what is sunny here is the level of ltiiberaon he hass ie achbeved wi hisac brush. i mean m it,ean i the clouds, f u look at tho cloudsth teyh are sey abstract,so abstract, the hills --ev >> ver nne o though -- onee of theio qstouue ynsne have, ase y dg aty thisimin ung age he was so close to complete abercrombie fitch extraction in aagininketli this. if he lived anothew fe years

and in this approximate silence we have felt that not regreting has spared us loneliness. called at the door. you did not tell me about these hours, how thick they were and wounded. i hear myself telling someone to punch me just to figure the order of my beliefs. someone else in my clothes who would view this and move on. explain again the conditions that will bring along the morning and what it is here that convenes the night. and then the last poem is called upon living. they shove your feet out of the smokestack kitchen. they narrow the big sea sba a line of your sweat and then they take away your last word and then they take away another. now you put the keys back in your pocket and now you push on the door until it is in flame, until it is in flame. next reader is jane herschfield. . >> one sand grain among the others in winter wind. i wake with my hand held over the place of grief in my body. depend on nothing, the voice advices, but even that is useless. my ears are useless, my familiar and intimate tongue, my protecting hand is useless that wants to hold the single

he braved storms, the threat of pirates and loneliness and turned 16 years old during the voyage.uinness no longer recognizes this record because they want to encourage young people from taking such risks. we celebrated her arrival at st. martin tonight. >>> we also learned nba superstar and his wife are dividing their assets. of the "l.a. times" is reporting the title to three mansions that they own in california worth $19 million has been transferred to the wife's name, because the couple did not have a pre nuptial agreement she'll end up with half of kobe bryant's net worth, $75 million. >>> when you come back, how much will you pay for a piece of bonnie and clyde? they're back in the news tonight. what's going on? we ordered a gift online and we really need to do something with it... i'm just not sure what... what is it? oh just return it. returning gifts is easier than ever with priority mail flat rate boxes from the postal service. if it fits, it ships anywhere in the country for a low flat rate. plus i can pick it up for free. perfect because we have to get that outta this

. >> to me, what i truly see and what i experienced myself was just loneliness. didn't have a direction. i didn't know what was out there. i only knew one thing, and the only thing i did know was what i experienced day to day waking up, what i seen. i didn't know the difference. i always wanted a change, always had it in my heart. what the kids now need is somebody to push them there. if i could relate to you, if i could tell you, you know, i have been there, done that, this is what it's done for me, i recommend this program, but you have to want it. you have to really want it. i could show you and tell you, but if you don't want it, you're not going to go for it. >> do you have to leave the attitude behind that i am bad and i can't do that? >> you have to leave all of that behind because if you don't leave it behind, you're not going to go nowhere. you can't be like that in certain places. like this program taught me to dress in an office. it taught me how to present myself, how to present yourself in a lot of places business wise. if you have that attitude with

sthis captures both the loneliness,rhorizon and the fact there's no one there. >> charlie: thank you

>> to me, right now, what i truly do see and what i experienced myself was just loneliness. didn't have a direction. i didn't know -- i didn't know what was out there. i only knew one thing. the only thing i did know was what i experienced day-to-day waking up and what i seen. i didn't know no different. i always wanted to change. i always had it in my heart. what the kids now need is somebody to push them there. if i could relate to you and i could tell you, you know, i've been there, done that, this is what it's done for me, i do recommend this program. but you've got to want it. you have to really want it. i could show you and i could tell you, but if you don't want it, you're not going to go for it. >> do you have to leave the attitude behind, the attitude of i'm bad? >> you do. you have to leave all that behind. you have to leave all that behind because if you don't leave it behind, you're not going to go nowhere. you can't be like that in certain places. this program's taught me how to dress in an office. it taught me how to present myself, how to present yourself in a

make any mention of her daughter caylee in the four and half minute video she does talk about the loneliness of living in hiding and says the video camera has become her friend casey anthony is serving a one-year probation in florida on an unrelated charge. >>parents and an eighth grade boy in south texas a police went too far when they shot and killed the boy inside of his school said they had no choice the shooting happened yesterday at cummings middle school in bronzeville texas police responded to a report of a student with a gun officers confronted 15 year-old jimmy gonzales and a hallway they say he pointed a gun at them and when he refused to drop the gun police shot him it turned out the weapon was a pellet gun school officials say they never had any trouble with gonzales in the past but before that shooting he punched another student for no apparent reason >>no charges will be filed against a widowed teenage mother who shot and killed an intruder 18 year-old sarah mckinley blanchard okla. killed justin shane martin who had a knife in his hand as he and another man broke into her mob

all you have is hate, loneliness, greed, and just misery. >> when we met gerald mccullough at the riverend national security institution near nashville, tennessee, he was halfway through a 12-year sentence on a sexual offense charge. >> there's no way out. there's just nothing to do. this is just a total waste of someone's life. >> despite his pessimism, mccullough had found a productive outlet to express his pain. ♪ they say it's raining in denver ♪ ♪ that it's really kind of cold but i'm just pulling time in nashville ♪ ♪ how am i supposed to know >> in a prison in nashville the home of country music, we decided it would be great if we could find a country singer, and so we kind of made a callout to the other inmates and officers and they came up with mcculloch and he turned out to be pretty good. ♪ said she never talked about me ♪ ♪ how it never did seem right ♪ i've been pulling time in nashville ♪ ♪ wasting days and wasting nights ♪ >> writing music in prison is just my life. i don't sit down to write a song. something hits me and my best songs come with about two minutes and about

i guess for most people when they come to prison, the hardest part about being in prison is the loneliness. there's no companionship while you're in prison. but that's not for me. i'm not lonely and i can have companionship. >> sex in prison is supposed to be a no-no but it happens. people spend a lot of time together. it is what it is, you know. >> this is my second time here at seward. the last time i was here, oh my god. me and the boyfriend lived in the same cell. we had the matching comforters and the matching jackets and whatever. we had packages come in and always have the matching set or whatever. we were a little couple, you know what i'm saying? dysfunctional but it's all right. so i don't try as hard to stay out of prison like i should. which brings me back to places like this. >> though both sam and polando talk openly about their sexual experiences in prison, their outlooks are quite different. >> of course i'm not. oh, my god. i don't want to get into my partners. but you know. i'm not going to go without. please. >> let's see. i've had relationships before in jail that were

juvenile is more than enough for any one person, but when days stretch into weeks, the stress and loneliness of lockup can create volatile situations. the command center receives a call from "e" wing about an offender possessing dangerous contraband. >> he pulled the screw out of the desk -- you know that long bolt -- a probably like eight or ten-inch bolt. you always have to be alert. you have to be thinking. you've got to watch everything they do. we're going to take him as he is. we'll wrap him up and go. typically if there's a code nine times out of ten you know it's coming. you're not always a mind reader. but you know it's coming. this kid's angry. he's been snapping off on everybody. so when you hear the code you're like, oh, i bet it's so-and-so. >> gentlemen, pay attention to what you're doing on them card tables. >> i try to establish a pretty good rapport with our problematic kids so hopefully upon my arrival i'm able to talk to them. >> step back. step back, kevin. what is your problem? kneel down. [ bleep ]. >> hell no. >> so she didn't leave the house without your permission, d

. >> we know that forgiveness only nullifies the pain and hurt and loneliness and tears that we have caused because we truly realize the pain that we brought to so many innocent lives. we thank miss shorts. i thank my victim sidney. and the boys. we know we did wrong. and we realize that. >> i want to thank all you guys for taking the time out to come up. this, today, is very -- i'm nervous, by the way. my victim's name is jenny crompton. i'm doing first-degree murder. i'm doing a life sentence for it. >> 20 years ago mark smith stabbed his high school sweetheart to death on a hot summer day after school. >> she thought i was cheating on her. i didn't want to hear it. she got pretty emotional, you know, upset. i was getting upset. and with her getting upset made me get even more upset. it just went back and forth. got to pushing, you know. and then she is trying to tell me, well, you better go. you better go. i'm like i really don't care, you know. you're not going to tell me what to do. you are not going to push me around. she went to the kitchen. she come back out with this knife i

and that's part of the reason why it's getting lonelier alonelyier for progressive republicans. >> progressive's almost a an oxymoron. >> we'll take you and the republican any time you want to come over. >> yes, you asked about santorum and that's a reflection of how the party has shifted. i wouldn't be surprised to see santorum finish first in the caucus. it's really about passion and who is moving at the last minute. he can pull a real surprise, i think, given what we're seeing. the romney campaign i hear the actual head quarters are lonely at night. don't be surprised to see a santorum finish. >> what happens if santorum upsets everyone tonight, governor. >> the question then is can rick raise enough money to compete quickly in south carolina. the reason he may win -- and mark's right. he may win in iowa because he did 370 town meetings. he's got a week in new hampshire and three weeks in south carolina and that means he's got to raise a ton of money quickly. if he's got to bounce, maybe he can compete. mayb 's santorum but i'm not sure that he can raise the money. >> thank you both for you

she suffered from loneliness. she gave up the possibility of leisure in some of the best spots in the world with her rich second husband who complained forever that she was not home enough. but passion has refers to sexual feelings and certainly a central exponent of sanger life is her personal enjoyment of sex with many, many lovers. i'm sorry to be redundant and use the many, many but it does take her in a different framework in terms of the men that she had sexual relationships with. and so it should. and her advocacy from her own experience of female sexuality at a time when american women were just awakening from their victorian slumbers. and finally, passion means a commitment. i think this is probably the usage, the most common usage, a zeal and a intensity towards a specific purpose and there was nothing in sanger life, not children, nor husbands, nor friends, nor lovers that was ever as important to her as her commitment to birth control, making it legal, effective, cheap and accessible. i found in the wo

she suffered loneliness. she gave up the possibility of leisure and the best spots in the world with her rich second husband j. l. lewis we who complained that she was not home enough. but passion also refers as we know to sexual feelings. certainly a central component of sanger's life is her personal enjoyment of sex with many lovers. hard to be redundant and use the many many but it does take her into a different framework in terms of the number of men that she had sexual relationships with. so it should. and from her own experience, of female sexual already at a time when american women were just awakening from their victorian slumber. and finally passion means a commitment. this is the most common usage. 8 zeal and attempt to specific purpose. and there was nothing in sanger's life, no children or husband or friend or lover that was ever as important to her as her commitment to birth control, making it legal, effective, cheap and accessible. i found in the word passion the lever for an understanding of th

it was just a permanent anguish to, sense of loneliness all of his life in that regard. but he was als an outsider in the sense that he could -- he was nevesatisfied with the status quo within the government. he was what is called a reexaminationist. >> instantly wants to reconsider it,. >> rose: he was self critical. >> he was so critical and at the same time, so fearful of policies getting locked in and then not being able to to be changed that he was conantly seeking to readjust along the wa and that works okay up to a point, but it doesn't sustain itself within bureaucracies which really need consistency and cannot be recalibrating at evy moment and that's what george really wanted to do. >> rose: he also has been accused and you mentioned sort of being anti-women, had many affairs and been accused of a whole range of controversial positions that he seemed to have. >> uh-huh. >> rose: whereid that come from? >> well i would say first of all, charlie, he had some affairs with many, you know, you have to put it in context of time, this is, at this time a lot of people

i don't know, a little bit of loneliness that there's something there that... that i filled, that bubbes the gap, that video fills the gap. "please keep in touch." >> rushkoff: bubbe's fans talk to her through email, but as the technology advances, people are finding ever more sophisticated ways to use it to connect to each other. world of warcraft is a massively multiplayer online game that brings millions of people from around the world into the same virtual universe; in this case, a land of dragons, elves, and orcs called azeroth. >> they shouldn't be linked. >> rushkoff: alen lives in new york and is a member of a warcraft guild... >> it's probably because i took floating text out. >> rushkoff: ...a group of players that work together to fight off monsters, attack enemy this guild raids, on average, four evenings a week. >> i need to hug my boy good night. i'll be right back.[ >> win rider, orc shaman, windster clan horde. >> rushkoff: many of these people never actually meet each other in person, unless they travel to one of the annual fan conventions sponsored by the gaming compan

in their off-duty hours, they're still missing out on a lot and there still is a great deal of loneliness and alienation and the world as home is passing you by. so there's sacrifices to be made and those soldiers don't see they're role in the war acknowledged. there's very few published memoirs and the vast majority of the published memoirs are self-published and done on vanity presses because parentally the market doesn't want to hear those stories. >> host: you've mentioned drinking and partying several times. was there a lot of that? >> guest: there was. and it's something i think the american public has to take responsibility for, that our soldiers abroad in the vietnam war were not always angels. and frankly, drinking and and carousing was encouraged in the fact it was discouraged. there will no sanctions for visiting brothels and indeed there were brothels on then paces that were tolerated and medics were sent to treat the prostitutes for venereal disease so there was a wink-wink boys will be boys look at the war and this is ultimately an exploitative encounter that american women

and the loneliness. there is happiness... hope... and understanding.ng. find out how. go to yourlifeyourvoice.org, or call anytime 1-800-448-3000. >>> the countdown to the academy award nominations just moments away. let's go to beverly hills. jennifer lawrence and tom sharek about to make the big announcement. ♪ >>> hello, everybody. good morning. and welcome to the academy of motion picture arts and sciences. i'm tom sharek, president of the academy. this morning, we'll share the news we have all been waiting for. i'm happy to be joined by one of last year's best actress nominees, jennifer lawrence. >> thank you, tom. good morning, everyone. >> the 2011 nominees for best performance by an actress in a supporting role are -- bereniece beejo. jessica chastain. melissa mccarthy. janet mcteer, and octavia spencer. jennifer? >> thank you. for best performance by an actor in a supporting role -- kenneth branagh, jonah hill in "moneyball" nick nolte, christopher plumber and max von sydow in extremely loud and incredibly close. >> for best performance by an

those are cries of terror and loneliness. they're really appeals to god for meaning. the words that are put in jesus' mouth in mark, "why have you forsaken me?" it's... it's the religious power of the psalms that is really one of those wonderful moments of concrete continuity between what this... this very passionately religious first-century jew might have been thinking as he was dying this horrible death on the cross as the finale to this... this week of passionate religious excitement and commitment. and... and asking god what happened. >> the plaque that was nailed to the cross is one of the few clear pieces of historical evidence that we have. >> iesus nazereno, rex iudorum. >> the plaque, which names him as jesus, the king of the jews, suggests that the charge on which he was executed was one of political insurrection, a threat to the pax romana. but he's also now a victim of the pax romana. >> narrator: in the year 51 of the common era, by the shores of the aegean sea, a visitor arrived at the greek city of corinth. his name was paul of tarsus. >> let's imagine

it involves, you know, the strength of community, the loneliness of the environment. there is a project right now called beyond gdp in which we are looking at those kinds of alternative indicators. bhutan famously has the gross national happiness. i think that is going in the right direction. one thing government can do is be the instigator of some of those new indicators and create the kind of data necessary to measure our progress. in terms of how you measure the metrics for measuring the success of government itself, that is very difficult to do. you're right. many americans, in the abstract, are disenchanted with government. when you ask them about particular things that government does, they like it. they like social security. they think government has been successful in ensuring retirement security or that seniors have access to medical care. they like the government role in ensuring a clean environment. in those particular americans are very pleased with the successes that the government has had, and those successes have been substantial. in 196035% of seniors