but france is alone, and god is alone, and what is my loneliness before the loneliness of my country and my god? i see now that the loneliness of god is his strength. what would he be if he listened to your jealous little counsels? well, my loneliness shall be my strength too. it is better to be alone with god. his friendship will not fail me, nor his counsel, nor his love. in his strength, i will dare and dare and dare until i die. i will go out now to the common people, and let the love in their eyes comfort me for the hate in yours. you will all be glad to see me burned, but if i go through the fire i will go through it to their hearts forever and ever. and so, god be with me. [commotion] as god is my judge, if she fell in the loire i would jump in in full armor to fish her out. but if she plays the fool at compiegne and gets caught, i must leave to her doom. then you had better chain me up, for i could follow her to hell when the spirit rises in her like that. she disturbs my judgment too. there is a dangerous power in her outbursts. but the pit is open before her and for good or

i wonder how many people in our great country are drowning in loneliness, singh, doubt and despair whory or unemployed or do not have health care or access to quality education while we who know what to do don't respond. [applause] just like jesus's home town synagogue in nazareth everyone of us everyone of us of every tradition, stands judged by our own familiar stories of faith and transformation, by what we already know of god's saving healing, reconciling message. democrats, you already know what to do. republicans, you already know what to do. followers of christ, you already know what to do. each of us here this afternoon will be judged by what we already know god wants us to do. don't take my word for it. 3 read jesus''s teaching about the judgment of the nation's in matthew 25. here is the good news. some of you wondered if i would ever get to the good news, didn't you? here is the good news. we do know what to do, don't we? we know the story of god's grace. we know the forgiveness, healing and joy that are ours. we know that god is unpredictable, uncontrollable and unstoppable

and in this approximate silence we have felt that not regreting has spared us loneliness. called at the door. you did not tell me about these hours, how thick they were and wounded. i hear myself telling someone to punch me just to figure the order of my beliefs. someone else in my clothes who would view this and move on. explain again the conditions that will bring along the morning and what it is here that convenes the night. and then the last poem is called upon living. they shove your feet out of the smokestack kitchen. they narrow the big sea sba a line of your sweat and then they take away your last word and then they take away another. now you put the keys back in your pocket and now you push on the door until it is in flame, until it is in flame. next reader is jane herschfield. . >> one sand grain among the others in winter wind. i wake with my hand held over the place of grief in my body. depend on nothing, the voice advices, but even that is useless. my ears are useless, my familiar and intimate tongue, my protecting hand is useless that wants to hold the single

talk about loneliness of command. the use of nuclear weapons. what could be a greater command decision than that? he was a guy who brought the allied invasion in world war ii. now he is president and he has an even greater level of responsibility. at a time when nuclear weapons are new. not just one or two, but a whole arsenal. h-bombs. are we going to use these things or not? ike used these things as a tool to avoid any war. that is what the book is about. it is how i used nuclear weapons to bluff to avoid war. he did not want to get into little wars. he knew that little worse lead to big wars. wars get out of control. >> who was older, john foster dulles or allen dulles? >> john. >> dollars hated him? -- dulles hated him? >> eisenhower hated him? >> he said you needed a kind of genius. at first, dulles was that man for eisenhower. as time went on, and dulles became looser around the edges and distracted and older, and the cia, which had early successes, overthrowing the government in guatemala and iran, when they started to have blunders, eise

going to the roof the sacred experience here i can feel freer here i can find my loneliness it's the way it should be you can never experience it on the ground this is the place closest to the sky. one of the most popular routes is the roof of the dome bookstore it offers a panoramic view of the northern capital however one of the residents of a neighboring house has declared war on the talk roups church. in town they seem to lose a gun. with god as a gun. oh my god for the shock. climbers call this go or simply nancy she was also warm seized by a roof climbing passion. however one of her close friends fell from the roof and died for months she could not bring herself to climb again. yes i had pix of consciousness because it was me who showed him that roof trunk he climbed it in bad weather and in a bad mood he simply failed test to make properly what he was capable of probably had even did it on purpose because he had a difficult period in his life i felt bad for six months i wanted to call him and realized that he was not there anymore. but as nancy confesses it was soon petersburg

how many do not have heard -- hurt, loneliness, doubt, and despair.? [applause] just like jesus' hometown synagogue in nazareth, everyone of us of every faith tradition stands just by our own familiar stories of faith and transformation. what we already know of god's reconciling message. democrats, you already know what to do. republicans, you already know what to do. followers of christ, you already know what to do. each of us here this afternoon will be judged by what we already know god was us to do. do not take my word for it. teaching is about the judgment of the nation's in matthew 25. here is the good news. some of you wondered if i would ever get to be good news, didn't you? [laughter] here is the good news. we do know what to do, don't we? we know the story of god's grace. we know that forgiveness, healing, enjoy art out worse. -- are ours. notnow god's grace is reserved just for us sitting here this afternoon. let us not fall silent. let us not rush to kill or sideline our contemporary profits -- prophets. let us pick a righteous fight. let

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home, live on the road, live out of suitcases and hotel rooms and buses and not die of loneliness.o admit to it as a guy. we don't like to admit to loneliness. >> there were a lot of girls, be honest. >> but it didn't make up for what was going on. no compensating for it, and it took a long time for me and you start using drugs and alcohol to compound that and then you get into the shame cycle and you're screwed. >> and you said you had -- it led to problems with your band mates. >> well, it did, although i have to say it never really got too badly in the way. there was one story that i told about, you know, i made a real mess of things, and i bust up my hand and they had to play a couple of shows without me and that really messed me up, you know, because i felt like i had started the band and to watch the band play from the side of the stage, that was -- that was a real punishment. we wouldn't do that now. >> how do you look on that time now? i mean, there was that moment where you couldn't sit and try to eat lunch without little teenage girls -- >> without somebody coming along.

every month dozens of these water victims die in loneliness and poverty forgotten by the country that was supposed to be their promised land the fact that many of these people survived a terrible ordeal and decades of struggle for normal life that followed is pay me laugh the coolest irony is that many flocked to israel after world war two thinking they would live out their lives in safety and prosperity. course why was built this country they went through so much we have about ten years to make it right there won't be any survivors left the law you've. been lives alone in hotel of apartment she spent her childhood hiding from the nazi occupation in the ukraine she and her parents were the only survivors from her family today survival is still her main worry. i was supposed to get help from the finance ministry ten years ago but they didn't help they give me nothing only when i fell and broke my back did i get some assistance but it wasn't easy even then to get this money i did get a little help from the germans three years ago they started giving me about four hundred dollars a month

it seems like a very natural transition into the loneliness and out of the tenderness.at's the end. i'll save it for the last reel. ♪ >> up or down? maybe it's once down. go down once and go up. >> i love that. so cool to see steven so hard at work, and it's hard to believe "e.t." is 30 years old. we move now from one famous flight to an infamous fall from grace. the woman behind disgraced new york eliot spitzer's prostitution scandal is now stepping into the spotlight herself. former madam kristin davis reveals what she went through as a result of spitzer's sex scandal, including her life in jail. we'll get to see it all on the brand new lifetime show "my life as a lifetime movie." it airs wednesday night. i talked to kristen and i had to ask her, what was she thinking when she saw spitzer step to the podium four years ago to shamefully resign as governor in the wake of the scandal? watch. as somebody who played a historical part in that moment, i have to wonder what was going through your mind when he was making that speech. >> i was in jail, so i didn't see the speec

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i guess for most people when they come to prison, the hardest part about being in prison is the lonelinesse's no companionship while you're in prison. but that's not for me. i'm not lonely and i can have companionship. >> sex in prison is supposed to be a no-no but it happens. people spend a lot of time together. it is what it is, you know. >> this is my second time here at seward. the last time i was here, oh my god. me and the boyfriend lived in the same cell. we had the matching comforters and the matching jackets and whatever. we had packages come in and always have the matching set or whatever. we were a little couple, you know what i'm saying? dysfunctional but it's all right. so i don't try as hard to stay out of prison like i should. which brings me back to places like this. >> though both sam and polando talk openly about their sexual experiences in prison, their outlooks are quite different. >> of course i'm not. oh, my god. i don't want to get into my partners. but you know. i'm not going to go without. please. >> let's see. i've had relationships before in jail that were long-s

. >> from the president, based on race and sex, from the loneliness of the aging pour and the despairthe neglected sick, come home, america. >> his magnificent speech at the democratic national convention would have gone a long way in putting him in a viable position for the general election, except nobody saw it. >> come home to the affirmation that we have a dream. in 1968, many americans thought they were voting to bring our son's home from vietnam in peace. and since then, 20,000 of our sons have come home in coffins. i have no secret plan for peace. i have a public plan. and as one whose heart has eight to -- ached for the past 10 years over the agony of vietnam, i will hold the senseless bombing of indochina on inaugural day. >> i said in my own hand written lines, this country has made too many decisions in recent years behind closed doors. and it was those decisions that took us in to vietnam under the leadership of both parties. if i should become president of this country, i want those doors open and i want that were closed -- war closed. that line came satisfaction. >> that

talk about the loneliness of command.t could be a greater command decision than that? here was a guy from the invasion of world war ii who is now president with an even greater level of responsibility when nuclear weapons are new. not just one or two, but we have a whole arsenal. are we going to use them or not? ike use them as a tool basically to avoid any war. >> evan thomas on "ike's bluff." >> washington journal continues. host: leonard steinhorn is a key indications professor at american university. they give birth coming in. there is a recent peace with ais headline, "you're not citizen, but you still could tilt the election." guest: it's a quirk of the constitution. the way the electra colleges determined is through the senses. in the constitution, the census says to count all the people. that means they're not discounting citizens but all the non-citizens, legal and authorized immigrants in this country. the number of electoral college votes certain states get because california has a very large number of immigran

. >> there's beauty but there's also, you know, sort of desolation and loneliness. >> reporter: rickard says all he has to do is type three letters into a search engine to delve into an america in struggle. m-l-k. >> m-l-k is just a massive symbol of hope. i'm using him to locate where there's little hope. the images need to almost challenge the viewer, almost provoke them like this. >> reporter: much of rickard's work is pushing against his past. he grew up in manicured sub urban los gados. his father was an evangelical preacher who idolized america. >> i studied civil rights and slavery. i was so affected by an american story that was so different from the way that i had seen our country. i remember justngu know. >> reporter: it's that fury and indignation that have fueled rickard's work but because he's not on the scene taking the photographs, it's also controversial. on-line viewer comments can range from compelling and fascinating work to... >> this guy says lazy, pathetic and entirely uninteresting. so it's all over the board. people have commented that i'm not even a photographer

as we offer george back into your arms covered us in our loneliness, strengthen us in our weakness andwed be thy name. the kingdom come,, thy will be done upon earth as it is in heaven. give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses. as we forgive those who trespass against us. and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil for thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. amen. and now may the god of peace who brought back from the dead our lord jesus and he raised george down in the government into his eternal and everlasting arms make you complete in everything good and just, so that you may do his will so the mako force and do what you already know to do. so that you may do what is pleasing in god's sight. through jesus christ to whom the glory for ever and ever. amen. >> here's what's ahead here on c-span2. coming up next from fordham university law school, a forum on government secrecy. the first penalties with secrecy and classified information. then will have more from that event with a panel on government secrecy and transparency. later w

talk about the loneliness of command. the use of nuclear weapons -- what could be a greater command decision than that? this is a guy who liberated europe. now he is president and he has an even greater level of responsibility at a time when nuclear weapons are new. the soviets have been getting them. we've got them. much as one or two. we have a whole arsenal. h-bombs. are we going to use these things or not? ike used to these things as a tool. he used it basically to avoid any war. > comments on "ike's bluff" tonight on q&a on c-span. >> tributes have been pouring in for arlen specter who died today. president obama called him a fighter and offered thoughts and prayers to his wife and the specter family. if former president george w. bush said of arlen specter love our country and a surfeit with integrity for three decades. harry reid said that america is better day -- is better today because of arlen specter. senate minority leader mitch mcconnell called him a legendary figure in his beloved pennsylvania and a fighter