. >> long short of it was that i, again, knocked her unconscious and strangled her and took her about ten yards in to a small groves that was there. >> with what? >> cord. by this time was just about dawn, almost dawn. the sun was coming up and i went through my usual -- i say usual routine. i went through this routine where on this particular morning i was just shocked, scared to death the, shocked, horrified and i went down the road, throwing everything that i had out the window, throwing the briefcase, the crutches, the rope, the clothes, just tossing them out the window. i was in a sheer state of panic, of just absolute horror at that point in time, consciousness of what has really happened is like you break out of a fever or something. so i drove east on 90 some point throwing articles out the window as a i went. articles of clothing, shoes, et cetera. after we got out of the car initially, i skipped over some stuff there. and we will have to get back to it sometime but it is too hard to talk about right now. i threw away the briefcase and crutches and all of that stuff and the crowbar, handcuffs, everything.