. >> so louanne, you and your husband were trying to help absorb some of the aftershock for your son,e trying to shepherd him through this process helping him manage his medicine. walk us through christmas 2011. >> well, he came home from school, we had a wonderful christmas . the morning of the 29th of december of 2011, i went upstairs and knocked on his door, and i pushed the door open a little and i saw his feet and i pushed it open a little more, and he was laying there in his bed, and he was -- his hands were on the computer. and i went over and i kept saying, danny, danny, and i shook him. but he didn't -- his head was flipped back on the pillow. and his mouth was open. and he didn't feel like you were pushing a regular, live person. and at that point i panicked and screamed and my daughter ran and got my husband and her husband, who is in the army, and my daughter and son-in-law started cpr until the ambulance could get there. but there were all his pill bottles were open and empty . and unfortunately, he was declared dead at the hospital. and there is really not a lot more. it