louis reed from swansea _ you don't really want to. has _ you don't really want to. louis reed from swansea has dreamt _ you don't really want to. louis reed from swansea has dreamt of- you don't really want to. louis reed from swansea has dreamt of being l you don't really want to. louis reed | from swansea has dreamt of being a footballer from a young age. so at 16, leaving home tojoin ipswich town's academy was a dream come true. but he says in a matter of months, he was depressed and felt invisible and unwanted at the club with little opportunity to play and hundreds of miles from home. i actually got more support from the security guard then —— i would speak to him, me and tim would have a chapter 30—110 minutes, and he would actually be more supportive than i felt some of the coaches out the club where. you just want to go home, especially for me, being 300 miles away from home, you just want your mum, you just want your dad to me when you're close friends and family, just to cheer you up orjust to have someone to give you a hug.