refused to see her and yet he was still giving her psychotropic drugs with not monitoring or with loupe who which i was in the person that was it was wrong. that's funny pharmacy in that she. couldn't tolerate really not being around me what do you think about. what i did and i actually was not what i imagined i would be doing when i was in the army. my first impression of andre prison was this looks like a concentration camp i don't know who i should be watching when i should be doing it i should be conducting myself i don't know how i made it there very overwhelming for a nineteen and twenty year old kid or. to be. in charge of whether somebody lives or dies. i would never. acts like i did i would rape prison and normal life never ever in the way were using medicine there was to get at the prisoners and rate them down beside it treating people it was almost like we're punishing them for seeking treatment from us i mean when i'm ordered to give some a fourteen gauge needle. especially if they're not in a massive trauma i know that that's not needed and i know that that's purely to infl