i was a nurse for 17 years, an lpn. and then i got married and then it was like, but i'm up. and she went like this. like a vaudeville. it was incredible. and she walked away. and brooke said. she should be the person treating him if something hadn't gone wrong for her. and this is what we have to remember. this is at the base of stigma. if we have to remember that this guy in the wheelchair had a family, he had kids. he could be just like us. and so i think stigma is really at the base of all those many things, all the layers of discrimination in one moment and just how poorly people in our own health care system which by the way participated in starting the opioid and they need to participate in putting an to it. steven so the statistic that i think about most that i write about in the book and have for years is that one in every two black gay men are projected to become hiv positive in our lifetime. and there's no reason for that happen, and certainly there's no reason for anyone to die of aids. hiv is an extremely slow acting virus. it can take five, seven, ten years for