ludlina is struggling with the decision. how did you cope with that decision? it's heartbreaking.eels like she betrayed him. but she's trying to support, she's trying to explain him, "dad, you take care." while we're filming, there's a call. it'sjulia, who's been trapped in mariupol. jul! speaks in ukranian. "it's nice to see you." oh, it is nice to see you, i am so glad that you are safe. it's the first time she's been able to call in weeks. she's stayed in a basement. there was no shower, no toilets, no electricity. they had some food, or somebody was stealing from supermarkets and giving to them. the kids were asking for food so much. that why she try to feed them at times, so they don't feel forfood so bad. julia's video diaries show things are going from bad to worse for her and the girls. her middle daughter had become ill. yulia has to leave the children while she looks for water amongst the ruins. but it's the sights of war which are leaving their mark on them. she did seee dead people in mariupol, ones who were killed by rockets, who had no hands, no legs, whose bodies we