i'm lutalo muhammad.s i wanted. last year, i made it to the final. something i've been working my entire life for. i came within a second of completing my dream... commentator: he is one second away. ..of winning an olympic gold medal. then this happened. lutalo muhammad closes down, blocks and there is a head shot in the last second. i'm so sorry for the people who stayed up late to watch and cheer me on. i let them down at the last second. so, how do i come back from that? how does anyone come back from devastating failure? ifelt like a failure because the one job that you're meant to do is keep your child safe and protect them for the full nine months. i felt like a success and within literally six months, i had gone from that to putting the company into liquidation. i had a failure, but, you know, you have to move on. it has been more than six months since the games in rio. i am back in training at gb taekwondo's base in manchester, but looking back at the olympic final still hurts. good to see you, m