you know -- >> you give mackenzie a vicodin she's going out.e aware of it, but she will -- a few hours later it will change her thinking, change her motivational system and she'll be on her way. doctors don't understand how powerful this biology is. >> i recently had a procedure that in the past i would have taken pain medication for and i absolutely refused and took advil only. >> do you have someone to talk to that's wiser than you? >> i have so many people in my life. >> right here like i do. i broke my back in a motorcycle wreck. i said, do they have medical cocaine i can have? he said no. >> i said, what can i take? >> larry: when i come back i want to talk about coming clean and fear of returning, next. at the hartford, we help you pursue them with confidence. by preparing you for tomorrow. while protecting what you have today. you've counted on us for 200 years. let's embrace tomorrow. and with the hartford behind you, achieve what's ahead of you. >>> coming up at the top of the hour on 360, final push for health care reform. why are ins

>> reporter: pastor mackenzie says the tradition of seeking help from a spiritual director is ancientand historically it's been people active in their faith who have been doing the seeking. >> people are feeling there's an emptiness, and how is it that we can get back and claim the substance that comes through our traditions in a way that moves toward healing, that fulfills us, that makes us better citizens, and so forth. >> reporter: searchers say they sometimes feel closer to god when they're not in church. that would apply to sally marquis. she also thinks her engineering and science background may have jaded her faith. >> this whole idea of prayer was so alien to me that i had no idea how to start. >> reporter: at this retreat, they practice prayer techniques that spiritual directors say are universal, that help clear the mind of distractions. >> was it easier to be the speaker or the listener and be conscious of your breathing? howas that? >> when i just noticed how i was breathing as opposed to trying to breath in some way. then it was very easy to engage. >> listen with the att

. >> reporter: at 50 years old, mackenzie phillips is unveiling her new look.s of dental work, botox, laser treatments, and hair extensions. are you happy with what you see? >> i will be happy. >> reporter: it's an outer glow that comes with all the inner work she's done repairing herself. ♪ all the leaves are brown >> reporter: daughter of john phillips, legendary leader of the band the mamas and the papas. she grew up sharing his rock 'n' roll lifestyle and says her dad even taught her how to shoot up. it was the bombshell about their decades-long sexual relationship when she wrote about and revealed last fall on the oprah winfrey show that shocked the most. >> i woke up that night from a blackout to find myself having sex with my own father. it went on for a very long time. >> yes, it became a consensual relationship. over time. >> reporter: a stunning revelation but one she has since redefined. >> as i was writing "highland arrival" i thought this word, consensual, doesn't feel right. >> what was your relationship with your father, if not consensua consensu

tonight's guest a celebrity panel of former child stars including one day at a time's mackenzie phillipsnd the brady bunch's christopher knight. >>> an average bishop asks for forgiveness over the alleged actions of a priest. the catholic church confronts scandal and verbal fireworks ensue. what a panel of experts had to say about that scandal on "larry king live." >>> a lot of it is historic right now. it's unprecedented. we're dealing with something that's been classified as a 1 in 500-year storm. >>> they yelled out of the car, supposedly said why don't you kill yourself. she walked into the house, took a scarf her sister had given her for christmas, and hung herself. >>> this was a group that was planning specific acts with a specific date in april of this year. we thought the time had come to act. >>> mistakes were made in the lawrence murphy case. the mistakes were not made in rome. >>> a lot of stories we're covering. great news out there today. we'll get to it in due course. i'm chuck roberts. welcome to hln "news and views." >>> a tragic shooting outside phoenix has left two you