[laughter] madame mao herself and there was a madwoman in the back everything matches and then in the us -- the second was "the sound of music" and madam mao had kids and of course, they took the same stories that influenced american girls. >> later it is in my book book, the madam mao was evil and responsible for murdering so many chinese people but in the meantime her fantasy. september 9, 1976, october 8 madam mao was overthrown then two months later i was denounced in the next eight years i was punished guilty by association. and i had no way out. if i had remained in china i would be dead today. >> host: at what point did you determine you wanted to become to the united states? and they should you had grown up learning to hate a and fear? >> guest: i have shadows on my long and on my liver in order to work in tibet and my life was ending. it was then my old friend friend, in trading she was told not to be my friend then she went to america. we were best friends she was going up to be the superstar of china than i was a witch and she was in the movie the last emperor in she felt s