that madame mao was on trial, sentenced to death. after 30 years of marriage, and she's considered a demon and mao was considered george washington of china. as a child, they convinced -- and density of a fatigue into few seconds where she was given basically were true of herself and she shouted in chinese. she said, -- [speaking chinese] i thought that's a perfect self-portrait, translation, i am mao's doctor mao asked me to buy that. that was exactly a role. because after mao became emperor, new emperor of china and she became the backdoor concubine. she did everything that would please a man. so that was her life. and i felt it was a beautiful story. but, of course, in the end in 1991 she hanged herself in the jail. using socks. she tied all the socks together and there's nothing to hide, to tie, and she tied i bedframe and kind of rolled herself over. what kind of determination to die, to honor? i was wondering last minute, her thoughts. was it with a mao or with her own life, or what was it? so the book is written and nobody want