are you guys ready to hear "american idol" winner maddie poppe perform? gone." maddie poppe. ♪ ♪ i'm staring at the the clock it won't stop ticking ♪ ♪ i feel like i've been sleeping for too long now ♪ ♪ it's like my heart stopped beating and now i'm hardly breathing and i'm afraid of leaving, scared to break down ♪ ♪ and what am i waiting for because i don't want to wait no more ♪ ♪ and i'm the only soldier in this lonely world and i don't want to fight myself no more ♪ ♪ maybe i was meant to run, maybe i was born to bleed ♪ ♪ and i don't know who i've become but i'll be going, going gone ♪ ♪ and even if it starts to hurt i want to feel it till my whole heart bursts ♪ ♪ 'cause i'll be forever young, so i'll be going, going, going, ♪ take me like i've been starving, kiss me without a warning ♪ ♪ i don't care where i'm going throw a dart at the map ♪ ♪ i'm ready to be reckless, care more so i can care less, got money in my mattress ♪ ♪ it's a start, yeah ♪ and what am i waiting for because i don't want to wait no more ♪ ♪ and i'm the only soldier in this l