>> reporter: i meet magara out on a public street. you live on the top?s, i live right on the top. this is almost my safe space of sorts. it is my space where i'm comfortable and sit and like, okay, the world is not that bad inside here. >> reporter: this apartment is the only place magara feels safe. because the 29-year-old is really mona lisa. >> i do identify as a trans woman. >> reporter: prized outfits stashed away in a suitcase to keep them secret. >> every day, you wake up, you feel different. so for me, this is always my difference all the time. for me, it's about freedom. let us live in the moment. and be loved. >> there you go, there she is. so you feel you now? >> i feel perfect. i feel like this is the woman i want to be like on a daily basis. >> was there a time where you could go out dressed like this? >> yes. there was a time i would go out dressed like this. it's still happening now. >> reporter: all this has left her struggling with thoughts of suicide. authorities recently raided her home and jailed her for three months. she was charged

of the city of zaporizhzhia , we have our architectural heritage there, our houses are there, our magaras there, the church is opposite there, about 30 buildings were damaged there, one with many floors, and 11 private houses were damaged, two educational institutions and two medical facilities were damaged as a result of this shelling, there were six s-300 missiles in total. uh, one of the missiles hit our dynamo sports base, there, there was a football field and a sports building, and this is already the 351st object of 14 regions, for sports purpose, ugh. they don't talk about it, here's what you said, about 400 hospitals, but do you remember that last year we had a maternity hospital in vilnius, where a two-day-old girl died. a child, and i don’t know, maybe some zaporizhian hamas, who came, i don’t know, to russia, took hundreds of people hostage , killed people at some holiday, at some festival, cut off the heads of some russian babies in moscow, maybe that’s how it all happened, and now it's some kind of revenge action, and even innocent people suffer because of this, maybe someth