when i came out of marie stopes clinic in brixton, the first thing that went through my mind was, wheres happened to the body of my baby? i kept asking myself that question. the nurses that escorted me to the recovery room, because i was in so much pain and i was sobbing, the nurse said to me, you silly girl, don't you know what you have done? that put a shock wave through my system and made me so depressed that i questioned, months after months, nightmares, cold sweats, what happened to this baby's body? i was 19 at the time. you said you didn't feel well informed, you had gone from discovering you were pregnant at 12 weeks to having an abortion at 21 weeks, as part of the process you need the permission of two doctors to perform the surgery. how could you not have been informed ? how did the process work? i'm not saying it is your fault, i am saying there is a process and you would assume it was a process through which somebody be informed? in my ignorance at that age, i remember seeing one gp at king's college hospital, my partner at the time, when i went into the room to discuss tha

but this is looking at trailblazers including marie stopes and over issues of whether essentially theyat the time. including winston churchill. quite. now they feel completely disgusting to us and i would say that it's right that they do but there's a real question whether we can really look back and judge people with todaypos my values. the best quote is actually from the head of the francis golden institute which is not part of ucla but pointing out that these are a problem, we can't wipe history away and we really are not getting to grips with how we address it. we cite these things were bad but some of these institutions produced very good work over the years and people at ucl, related to the hospital, i think, this is a distraction and it can be a terrible distraction. funny enough, ithink can be a terrible distraction. funny enough, i think the dutch handle all this better, they've got a very strong, quite racist, very racist imperial background. they just strong, quite racist, very racist imperial background. theyjust put little notes on some of their big imperial explorers and