and not just my generation my parents left older movies we would watch marilyn monroe iny, some way gotso there's some men can be powerful because their comedians or rock stars but to me it seemed the mostho powerful women were the ones most desired by men. i think that as a very young person instead of praying for money or intelligence, and just stead told much to me when i looked back on that and thought about how did i learn that should be the thing i. for and wanted? >> yes. you really want to talk about the blurred lines portion of the book. have you rewatch that video? do you never watch it? >> i re- watched it was writing the essay. >> what was your second rewatch and i'm curious if it's the say. so clear to think about that. i think that is what propelled me such an odd moment specific artifact of the culture, youro know? >> i think what it wanted to convey when they read the essay and truly how i can do about it it's i don't feel that connected to it. it was a job i showed up to for a day. auso even choosing to write abot it was strange for me because so much of the rest of the