and at the end, of marta karolyi, you said, "without her, none of this would have been possible.because she was with us there every single day." now, then, when you were obviously much younger, it sounds like you sort of bought into and believed in this sort of ultra—tough approach to training elite athletes. i just wonder if you've changed your mind. well, ifelt like, you know, just in general, separate from that quote that you just read, i think in general, when you're competing under an organisation, and ifelt like i would compete out of fear and i just wanted to make it seem like i was ok all the time and i didn't want to make waves. but to be clear, aly, are you saying that throughout your amazing success as one of america's greatest gymnast olympians, you were driven by fear, you were competing out of fear? yes, absolutely. because i felt like nothing besides a gold medal was enough, and i think that even sometimes the way that the pressure even from the media orjust our society is that it's this fear of, if i don't win, it doesn't matter, it's not good enough. and so, i de