he went on bioelectrical studies martin hellwig researched on the public goods or something like that at the time. after the crisis i started wondering what was going on in the financial system. what created all these problems and was there something to do about it wasn't like a perfect storm and we couldn't do anything. i started reading the narratives and the proposals and the more that i looked, the more disturbed i was. there's a whole part there that i don't have time to get into. i didn't like what i heard. i didn't like what i didn't hear. the fact that i wasn't hearing certain things seemed obvious to me. i started asking questions. then i came across a lecture that martin gave about the crisis. that made sense to me. so as i entered this and started writing, we started exchanging views and ideas. i wrote something that he said made sense to me, which is what a lot of other people said did not. and so it was like i'm a newcomer, i come from corporate governance and that is a really strange industria times. very strange. so it's like, okay. blow. to the point that i said okay,