i pumped literally into marvel flynn. all of the names that have fallen out of wars that have happened. it was an ah-hah moment. we need something i'd does for the california indian people. we may not get the memorial designed by some unlike mylan but we do have these appendices and if you think about your own experience of loss and a rupture in pain when you've lost a loved one in your life and you look at these numbers and you think about the magnitude of what this means for california indian communities it's not just the political leaders who were lost at some others, the fathers and the aunts and uncles and grandparents the people who knew how to make a bow, the people who knew how to leave a beautiful basket with the traditional designs of that community and yet after all of that, the story of unimaginable horror and the state's startling involvement in navigating in creating these programs you have this dark cloud of genocide in california but at the same time you have this unbelievable story of this survival. today