. >> mary s.es. >> andrew jordan. >> robert thomas jordan. >> albert gunnia joseph. >> guylene joseph. >> ingeborg joseph. >> karl henry joseph. >> stephen joseph. >> jane eileen josiah. >> anthony jovic. >> angel l. juarbe, jr. >> karen sue juday. >> and my brother. maybe someday learn to live in peace. >> and my son. , lori andr's are here diana. your best friends are here. and your cousins are here. we love you. and my best friend and mentor. >> mychal f. judge. >> paul william jurgens. >> thomas edward jurgens. >> kacinga kabeya. >> shashikiran lakshmikantha kadaba. >> gavkharoy kamardinova. >> shari kandell. >> howard lee kane. >> jennifer lynn kane. >> vincent d. kane. >> joon koo kang. >> sheldon robert kanter. >> deborah h. kaplan. >> alvin peter kappelmann, jr. >> charles karczewski. >> william a. karnes. >> douglas gene karpiloff. >> and my brother. >> and my daughter. there is not a day goes by that we do not think of you. miss you and love you. we miss your smile, you're beautiful brow

father, we love you and miss you. >> james raymond coyle >> michele coyle-eulau >> anne marie cramer >> christopher sdenise elizabeth crant >> james leslie crawford, jr. >> robert james crawford >> terre kramer >> joanne mary cregan >> lucy crifasi >> john a. crisci >> daniel hal crisman >> dennis cross >> kevin raymond crotty >> thomas g. crotty >> john crowe >> welles remy crowther >> robert l. cruikshank >> john robert cruz >> and my husband'. we love you and miss you every day. he would be proud of our boys. >> and my dad from queens, new york, loved and missed by many around the world as a father, brother, uncle, a cousin, friend, and much more. i hope you are rocking and rolling with elvis. >> grace yu cua >> kenneth john cubas >> francisco cruz cubero >> richard j. cudina >> neil james cudmore >> thomas patrick cullen lll >> joyce cummings >> brian thomas cummins >> michael cunningham >> robert curatolo >> laurence damian curia >> paul dario curioli >> >> beverly curry fax and my father, nypd of emergency service unit, a truck for. we love you and miss you more than words could say, but we kno

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jones linda jones mary s.w jordan robert thomas jordan albert gunnia joseph guylene joseph ingeborg joseph karl henry joseph stephen joseph jane eileen josiah anthony jovic angel l. juarbe, jr. karen sue juday mychal f. judge paul william jurgens thomas edward jurgens kacinga kabeya >> and to my son. your mother this year. your best friends are here. your cousins are here. my best friend. >> shashikiran lakshmikantha kadaba gavkharoy kamardinova shari kandell howard lee kane jennifer lynn kane vincent d. kane joon koo kang sheldon robert kanter deborah h. kaplan alvin peter kappelmann, jr. charles karczewski william a. karnes douglas gene karpiloff charles l. kasper >> and my brother. >> and my daughter, brooke jackson. there is not a day that goes by that we do not think of you, miss you, and love you. we miss your smile, you're beautiful, brown eyes, and how compassionate you were. daddy is now with you. please take care of each other and know that you are the joy of our lives. [applause] >> andrew k. kates

james raymond coyle michele coyle-eulau anne marie cramer christopher s. elizabeth crant james leslie crawford, jr. robert james crawford joanne mary cregan lucy crifasi john a. crisci daniel hal crisman dennis cross kevin raymond crotty thomas g. crotty john crowe welles remy crowther robert l. cruikshank >> and my husband, alfred. we love you and we miss you every day. you would be proud of our two boys. >> and my dad, martin and, from queens, new york, loved and missed as a father, husband, brother, uncle, cousin, and friend. i hope you are rocking and rolling with elvis. john robert cruz grace yu cua kenneth john cubas francisco cruz cubero richard j. cudina neil james cudmore thomas patrick cullen lll joyce cummings brian thomas cummins michael cunningham robert curatolo laurence damian curia paul dario curioli beverly curry michael s. curtin >> and my father, nypd emergency service unit trochophore. we love and miss you more and down words can never say but we know your of looking down on us teaming with pride. >> and my sister, lucia. we love you and

s. spence, jr. >> george edward spencer iii. >> robert andrew spencer. >> mary rubina sperando. >> tina spicer. >> frank spinelli. >> william e. spitz. >> joseph spor, jr. >> klaus johannes sprockamp. >> saranya srinuan. >> fitzroy st. rose. >> michael f. stabile. >> lawrence t. stack. >> timothy m. stackpole. >> richard james stadelberger. >> and my uncle. it was an honor to a set of your names here today. your life lives through us. and now you are finally with your father. it is comforting to know that you have always been with me. it is even more comforting to know that he has been with every single one of you and will always be. share everyone's story says that we never forget. we love you. >> and my father. miss you, dad. >> do we go now? >> eric stahlman. >> gregory stajk. >> alexandru liviu stan. >> corina stan. >> mary domenica stanley. >> anthony starita. >> jeffrey stark. >> derek james statkevicus. >> craig william staub. >> william v. steckman. >> eric thomas steen. >> william r. steiner. >> alexander steinman. >> andrew stergiopoulos. >> andrew stern. >> and my son. i repr

joining us now is mary hick s te fire service.ve been on the front lines, we're checking out this video. quite amazing when you see the devastation here, have things gotten any better today? >> they have gotten a little better. but we're expecting strong winds this afternoon, and this ongoing extreme drought conditions coupled with strong winds, it makes fires spread so quickly that the firefighters can't catch them. >> how many fires are we talking about here? how many people have been endangered? >> when we get the numbers counted, you're probably looking at 500 homes over the whole state of texas. the biggest thing about yesterday, we had such a big area impacted. usually we have just parts of texas impacted. yesterday, we had the size of the state of oregon impacted at one point. >> that's unbelievable. you talk about a 14,000 acre fire. do we have any sense of that's been contained or how much has been contained? >> it has not. like you said it was like a war zone there. people trying to get out of their homes, goat safe grou

mary: you think murray's also got to get a real attitude adjustment to get through patch s like this, he's so aggravated with himself that he can't get out of his own way? john: i think, mary, that's a very good point. he should study tapes to see what he looks like. because guys off nadal feed off that. and he's playing one of the greatest players that ever lived. i mean, let's be honest. it's not easy. he's lost to federer twice in the final, djokovic once, and he's got to get by guys like nadal. it's a tall order for murray. bill: ace, second of the match for murray. trying to get to his fourth grand slam final. in the previous finals, he has not won a set. john: he's got a long way to go to even get to that point, dealing with this guy nadal. he's really recovered quickly from his two matches the last from his two matches the last couple days. bill: so murray holds to start set number two. now, a look back powered by panasonic 3-d to our first men's semifinal. and it was an instant classic. novak djokovic rallying against roger federer. and celebrating as only novak can. john: he

the dow and s- and-p futuree >>> your realtime captioner is linda marie macdonald. >>> we are secondsy from wall street opening for the workweek. dow and s&p futures are up slightly an encouraging sign after last week's drop in which the dow fell more than 6%. [ opening bell ] >> there's the opening bell. here's hoping that this week is better. good morning, monday, september 26. i'm grace lee. it's now 6:30. and we begin with a little bit of traffic. both direction of interstate 880 shut down for just about two hours. they opened a short time ago. a crash involving a stolen car turned into a standoff with the highway patrol. kristy seifkin explains. >> reporter: they have just reopened the lanes of the 880 freeway but until a few minutes ago, both directions were shut down and that is all because of a high-speed chase that started in hayward around 3:30 this morning. chp spotted a brown van that they believed was a stolen vehicle. that individual fled on the freeway from hayward to oakland, bounced off both side of the guardrails and crashed into the median strip. that individual who

mary side by side. most businesses were like that in the 1870's and 1860's and 1850's. they were small partnerships and firms. that time before 1896 was a time of enormous industrial growth. 0 colossal corporations. these were corporations with enormous resources, and thomas wolfe, enormous power. -- enormous wealth, a enormous power. the change was arresting. bryan was speaking to that massive transition and american society and life. >> i want you to listen to the 1900 campaign in which william jennings bryan talk about the issue of transparency. >> on election is a public affair. this is held for the benefit of the public and as a means through which the people select their officials. there is no sound reason for secrecy in regards to campaign methods and publicity will prove a purifying influence in politics. the people of to know what influences are at work in the campaign. they will decide whether any party has made it impossible to protect the rights of the people. >> has anything changed a century later? >> that sounds like the base of citizens united. obviously

s. larry. >> scott larsen. >> john adam larson. >> gary edward lasko. >> nicholas craig lassman. >> paul laszczynski. >> stephen james lauria >> maria lavache >> denis francis lavelle >> jeannine mary laverde >> your family laws and mrs. you. >> and my father, the greatest father, a role model, a friend, husband, and brother. you are greatly missed and love every day. i will carry you with me in my heart and mind forever. >> anna a. laverty >> steven lawn >> robert lawrence >> nathaniel lawson >> eugen gabriel lazar >> james patrick leahy >> joseph gerard leavey >> neil joseph leavy >> leon lebor >> kenneth charles ledee >> alan j. lederman >> elena f. ledesma >> alexis leduc >> david s. lee brother ofhusband, nine siblings living for about the world. >> and my brother-in-law, engine company 240, battalion 48, of brooklyn. michael, you are missed and dyno will meet again in haven't. thank you. >> gary h. lee >> hyun joon lee >> juanita lee >> kathryn blair lee >> linda c. lee >> lorraine mary lee >> myoung woo lee >> richard y. lee >> stuart soo-jin lee >> yang der lee >> stephen paul lefkowitz >> adriana legro >> edward joseph lehman >> eric andrew lehrfeld >> david leistman >> da

s sorpresas. >>> huboas operaciones que tenían que v traciego drogas. >>> nte calderón se refirió así operativo. >>> rápido y fueron ellos y los furios nosotros.>>>e armas sabían un agente denunció. >>> según marí parte de sin recibir nada. >>> al final se lento puso a los gobiernos d méxico y estados unidos mucho más que furiosos>>> según especialistas gobierno de estados unidos le debeha explicaciones aso de esto. yhorror continúa en veracruz, ae encó 14 cadáveres, suman los 35 cuerpos que fueron os el martes en una avenida de una ciudad da.rre prácticamente >>> la indignaciónre ra los mentados que no victoria fueron criminales, pese a las p mbio. cristina explica esto. >>> mat habla delgrillete que durante 10ías. lo quitaronayer, pero noa n de portación. pedí a inmigre medieran más tie ún deli.dad mái yo tenía >>> sincuartel, madre de vieron por reportar un incidente de olencia. y que el alivio para los sta enciadijerohoy qu nada mejoro, poue no recibieron ordenes concretas. noe ve el problema solamente con una su a hoy francis lópez nos hizo suirectora de ice dice que rebió un mensajegeneral el plan delrno de revisar 300 mil n, pero las oficinas noieron información de cómo sería l revisión,

s. fehling peter adam feidelberg alan d. feinberg rosa maria feliciano edward thomas fergus, jr. george ferguson henry fernandez judy hazel fernandez julio fernandez elisa giselle ferraina anne marierin ferreira robert john ferris >> and with a greater honor and a sadness, my aunt, a flight attendant on flight 11. >> and my father. we love and miss you, daddy. david francis ferrugio louis v. fersini michael david ferugio bradley james fetchet jennifer louise fialko kristen nicole fiedel samuel fields alexandra filipa michael bradley finnegan timothy j. finnerty michael curtis fiore stephen s r fiorelli, sr. paul m. fiori john b. fiorito john r. fischer andrew fisher bennett lawson fisher >> and my uncle, gerald. we miss you more than words can ever describe. >> my brother-in-law, timothy. we miss and love you always. gerald fisher john roger fisher thomas j. fisher lucy a. fishman ryan d. fitzgerald thomas james fitzpatrick richard p. fitzsimons salvatore fiumefreddo christina donovan flannery eileen flecha andre g. fletcher carl m. flickinger john joseph florio joseph walken flounders >> i read it today on behalf of my brother, patrick, and my cousins, thomas collins, and of othe

mary? whatever your personal motivation, some credit belongs to the folks who put together the "sky mall" catalog. it's exploded into a sessful and way too bizarre for this reporter to ignore. you forgot to bring a book. and after a certain point, animal shaped clouds no longer entertain. so you inevitably reach for the staple of the seat back. soon marveling at the sheer number of novelty watches and foot remedies. you wonder how the tricklele of that peeing boy statue might enhance your backyard. and you wonder who picks the gag tool belt sweat pants? and the electric head massager? and what exactly are they smoking? like a modern ponce de leon, i set out to find the fountain of eternal stuff. so this is sky mall? >> this is sky mall. this is where it all happens. >> reporter: this is the president and when she's not busy hearing dumb jokes about her name, she's overseeing the creation of a catalog unlike any other. i'm curious about who your customer base is. just judging from this, it seems like a lot of your customers have aging pets. and foot problems. >> you'd be surprised how many people have pets and foot probl

mary's cathedral is, cathedral hill, that is one of the outcrops. there is a high percentage of serpentinite in the rock. in the old days, the 1930's, 1920's, san franciscans to not bother to deal with the disposal companies. they would take their garbage out the other side of twin peaks, bump their garbage, and shovel sand on top of it. so in the old days, you could go out there and build your home and be surprised that you would find sanitary landfill or construction debris landfills. they were prevalent out there. >> this is twin peaks? >> going up to twin peaks. >> one form does not change much. >> eucalyptus trees have got much taller. that is not halt leading up to predict that is the hill leading up to there. fifth avenue, that area of san francisco. ucsf. that is this area right here. >> it is an earthquake hazard micro zone. >> again, another example of the wpa. the streets, they wanted to get to the top of the hill, said the duties beautiful walls and stairways. they are doing well. >> all of these hillsides have catalyzed the design and construction of the interesting foundations and sub framing. >> up there, you'll find

mari. hello and welcome to business here on araa to we start with russia's two major bourses the my sex n b r t s which are putting the finishing touches to their five billion dollar merger the new brand of a combined stock exchange will be presented early next year but plans for an i.p.o. in twenty thirteen and i think is lower and it has the details. there are now new legal obstacles to the merger between the r.t.s. the meister exchanges the mergers being approved by the federal monopoly service and it's now on to the technical details which are not you when you're talking about joining together and index the trades mostly in equities and currencies and another index that trades mostly into riveted and that different technical platforms and nineteen person has already been appointed from the banking community and from the brokerage community and now from here until the end of december it's that the legal merger between the two indexes will be completed and also the merger of some of the markets during that time there be testing the systems they'll be synchronizing the industries in terms of and

marie bouchard. >> jay howard bolton. >> francisco allegio boardio. >> thomas harold bowden jr. >> donna m. bowen. >> kimberly s.ers. >> larry bowman. >> sean edward bowman, jr. >> kevin l. bowser. >> daril. box. >> genardi boyyosky. >> and my kid brother, michael martin borshesky. we love and miss you. >> my father, richard edward bosco, who will always hold a special place in my heart. i love and miss you, daddy. >> pamela boyce. >> allen p. boyle. >> michael boyle. >> alfred j. brocka. >> sandra canati brace. >> kevin brakin. >> sandy waugh bradshaw. >> david ryan brady. >> alexander babeginski. >> nicholas brandmarty. >> daniel raymond brandhost. >> david reid gamboa brandhorst. >> michelle renee. >> patrice brout. ronald michael brightwiser. >> edward brennan iii. >> frank h. brennan. >> and my father, sean edward bowman jr., we love and miss you, dad. >> and my father, michael g. jacob, we love and miss you very much, dad. >> michael e. brennan. >> peter brennan. >> thomas moore brennan. >> daniel j. >> gary lee bryce. >> jonathan eric briley. >> mark chrisman. >> paul bristo. >> mario britton. herman char

marie bouchard. >> jay howard boulton. >> fransisco bourdier. >> thomas harold bowden, jr. >> donna m. bow want. >> kimberly s.cole bowers. >> larry bowman. >> sean edward bowman, jr. >> kevin l. bowser. >> gary r. box. >> gennadyboyarsky. >> and my kids brother, martin borasweksi. >> and richard edward bosco, who will held a special place en my heart, i love and miss you, daddy. >> alan p. boyle. >> michael l. baraka. >> sandra brace. >> kevin bracken. >> sandy bradshaw. >> david brian brady. >> alexander boginsky. >> nicholas brandemarty. >> daniel brandhost. >> david reid gamboa brandhorse. >> rochelle brag en. >> patrice brow. >> lydia bravo. >> edward and brennan, iii. >> frank h. brennan. >> and my father, sean edward bowman, jr. we love and miss you, dad. >> and my father, michael g. jacob, we love and miss you very much, dad. >> michael e. brennan. >> peter brennan. >> thomas brennan. >> daniel j. breathal. >> gary lee bright. >> jonathan briley. >> mark and brisman. >> paul bristow. >> merriman britain. >> herman charles broinghammer. >> bernard g. brown, ii. >> patrick john brown. >> mark bruce. >> b

mary side by side. most businesses were like that in the 1870's and 1860's and 1850's. they were small partnerships and firms. that time before 1896 was a time of enormous industrial growth. colossal corporations. the pennsylvania railroad employing more people than the united states post office. these were corporations with enormous resources, enormous wealth, and enormous power. most people had experienced a very different america, one with small partnerships. the change was arresting. bryan was speaking to that massive transition in american society and life. >> i want you to listen to the 1900 campaign in which william jennings bryan talked about the issue of transparency. knowing who is contributing to him. hear the words of william jennings bryan from the second of his three campaigns for the white house. >> an election is a public affair. this is held for the benefit of the public and as a means through which the people select their officials. they give direction as to the policies to be adopted. there is no sound reason for secrecy in regards to campaign methods

mary thompson with your cnbc market wrap. stocks staging a late-day comeback, but still starting the week in the red. the dow jones industrial average falling 108 points. the s1 and the nasdaq slipped 9. the dow pared about half of its losses late in the day after greece's finance minister said talks with finan s were product. obama wants to let the bush era tax cuts expire for the wealthy. and netflix sagged on word it will spin off its dvd delivery service into a separate company while it focuses on movie streaming. tyco gained while announcing it will split into three publicly traded companies. aircraft parts supplier goodrich soared on reports that united technology is considering a takeover. and apple shares jumped to an all-time high on rumors the iphone 5 could hit stores by the end of the month. that's it from cnbc, first in business worldwide. now back to "hardball." >>> welcome back to "hardball." a death penalty case in georgia is drawing national attention. in fact, worldwide attention, as one man awaits word from the georgia board of pardons and paroles, which is meeting just today to consider his fate. troy davis was convicted and sentenced to

mary thompson with your cnbc market wrap. the stocks losing steam the final hour of trading, but still finishing firmly in the green. the dow jones industrial average gaining 146 points, the sdding 12, and the nasdaq climbing 30. the dow was up as much as 300 point earliest in the session on hopes for an agreement on how to deal with the eu debt crisis, as well as the greek parliament's approval of an unpopular property tax that is the key component of its austerity plan. but the rally faltered on a report that there's a split over euro zone's ministers. gold surged more than $50 an ounce, rebounding from its worst three-day decline in nearly 50 years. and disney surged after introducing new toys that interact with ipads. check out msnbc.com for more on a study out of switzerland that found financial traders are more anti-social, dishonest, and reckless than psychopaths. that's it from cnbc, first in business worldwide. now back to "hardball." >>> well, that was our graphic for creating things and building things, which i'm all for. the president, by the way, is finishing up right now a three-state tour out west, with a stop in colorado. he's, of course, pushing his jobs pl

mary felt that george should be taking care of her rather than pursuing his career. even when he's in his 20's out on the western frontier he receives a letter from his mother saying that she urgently needs a new dutch servant and some butter, as if he's supposed to drop all of his regiment of these and go fetch his poor mother some butter. wade in the revolutionary war much more bizarrely washington receives a letter from the speaker of the virginia assembly says commander general, something has been going on here in the virginia state capitol that no one has had the courage to tell you about to begin mother has been here for a couple of months. she has applied for special petition for emergency relief claiming poverty and hinting at abandonment by you know who, the commander in chief. washington was a very dutiful son who brought his mother a beautiful house in fredericksburg and a for a lot of money. that was his reward. i speculate that the first grade general the george washington ever had to do battle with was his mother. now very difficult to deal with. a father who died when he was 11.

c-s at ctrapan.org/campaign 2 >> this holiday weekend on american history tv on ctrapan , on m. conjures elegance and grandeur. during world war ii the queen maryommissioned as a troop ship. some -- >> and remmbering 9/11. sonya roth on covering september ione from president bush's florida trip. look for our schedule at c-span.orthe ehistory. >> machiavelli has become a common word. >> his name is synonymous with ming. cal sch miles unger argues machiavelli's take my have been the result of the political situation around him. miles unger at 8:00. host: our next gest guest is from the national war college. what -- joan john j:0nson-freese. what -- who is a war college student? guest: typical war college students are at senior level, war 5, war 6 which is a captain or colonel. who because of a mandate in 2006 they are required to attend professional military training. >> so it is required if a person achieves a rank, they will go to school? >> yes, it is called joint professional military education. there are two levels, and these service schools are the schools where they attend to fill that requirement. the war colleges are also the 3anting of

s vision of the american dream. this surround social and economic issues. speakers include former civil rights chairman mary along with lgbt, immigration youth and labor activists. this is about an hour and 30 minutes. >> so, we're still in the morning part of this wonderful day, and i just wanted to say hello again. i'm elizabeth shuler, secretary treasurer of the afl-cio, and welcome to the second panel of this national symposium on jobs and the american dream, and our next panel is focused on justice and the american dream. it will examine the contrasts between dr. king's vision for a just america and our current reality, and before i get started, i wanted to acknowledge we have an important elected official with us today here from los angeles, california. county board of supervisor from the second district, mard ridley thomas who is in front here with us today. [applause] who i think was on his electronic device just now beast he's an avid tweeter and is probably tweeting right now as a matter of fact. thanks for being here today. near a half century later, how close have we cock to realizing the -- how

s barney frank of massachusetts. [inaudible conversations] [inaudible] >> thank you. witnesses on the first panel are the of ma willry sh -- honorable mary shapiro who was not there during madoff. and mr. saumya. partner and managing director of boston consulting group. i welcome our witnesses. do we have two others/ ? we will have two other -- we will have michael shanahan, a senior partner managing for the questions and answers, but not for opening statement. and to assist you with the -- and then shanderarshka hura, whatever. managing director of the boston consulting group. at this time, chairman shapiro, you are recognized for your opening statement which you don't have to limit to five minutes if you wish. get yourself in as much trouble as you need. i am kidding. [laughter] >> that is very good advice, mr. chairman. thank you chairman, ranking member, members of the committee. >> we are having trouble with our mics. pull that closer to you. >> thank you for the opportunity to discuss the organizational assessment of the securities and exchange commission performed by the boston consulting group and other issues regarding the sec.

mary felt that george should be taking care of her rather than pursuing his career. even when he's in his 20's out on the western frontier he receives a letter from his mother saying that she urgently needs a new dutch servant and some butter, as if he's supposed to drop all of his regiment of these and go fetch his poor mother some butter. wade in the revolutionary war much more bizarrely washington receives a letter from the speaker of the virginia assembly says commander general, something has been going on here in the virginia state capitol that no one has had the courage to tell you about to begin mother has been here for a couple of months. she has applied for special petition for emergency relief claiming poverty and hinting at abandonment by you know who, the commander in chief. washington was a very dutiful son who brought his mother a beautiful house in fredericksburg and a for a lot of money. that was his reward. i speculate that the first grade general the george washington ever had to do battle with was his mother. now very difficult to deal with. a father who died when he was 11.