so my question to you, mary katharine,and i'll give you the last word, juan, that you feel sorry that ethical dilemma. >> have i compassion for juan as a friend. but i feel more sorry for people who are thrown into a program where they expect care and they don't end up getting it because you're having this doctor shortage on both ends. >> big expectations that are not going to be realized. >> and they're not public utilities. they're people. >> people and make individual decisions. that's right. >> they're trying to live and make their own decisions. >> both mary katharine and i sympathize with you because you are trapped in this vortex. i'll give you the last word. >> am i trapped like that guy who wants to be a woman in canada? i would say this. first of all, i appreciate the holiday compassion, because i think everybody in the country deserves some kind of health care. and the key point to you and to mary katharine is the uninsured people, people inadequately ensured at the moment have no health care. so the idea they would get into the health care system and get treatment is a hol