mary kay and i truly consider you one of my best friends. you and your family are always in my prayers. always, teresahis has been a really difficult month, really difficult month. i'm so used to celebrating my birthday, i call it my birthday month. yeah. i would start with, you know, dinner dates with my girlfriends, taking the kids out for crepes and ice cream, just like last year, you know, this year's different. for the rest of my life, i don't ever want to celebrate my birthday again. i've told everyone that. because they were planning on something but i said, no, i don't want to. it's not that important any more to me. it's just getting older. >>> coming up -- >> becky didn't have that spirit. she didn't have a take care of numero uno mentality. she had never leave a fallen comrade, even if it cost you your life, which it did. >> clarence butterfield has an emotional moment and mary kay concepcion writes to her deceased son. >> the last time i talked to him and said good night, i never said good-bye to yesterday's long past. i would have marked the moments if i had known they were your last. to