mary williamson in forward talks about how happy you are and how much joy you bring. but you have gone through struggles and you deal with the issues. it's not some idyllic, you know, roman i can view of happiness. -- romantic view of happiness. it's concrete, down to earth and i appreciate that. >> he said that 0, because after many years have searched and reading and researching, we've come to the conclusion that we are happiness. and that is rooted in the wisdom that if, in fact, we are children of god, which we all -- or most people agree, that we are children of the most high. and god is love then we are love. so, that is the premise that we are coming from. and making our case in our new book. and it is quite amazing that even though we have -- we have faced different challenges, at one point i was living in oakland hills, one sunday afternoon i -- to come having lunch with her. and twice i was resistant. but the spirit said, just -- just obey and go. so i went down to have lunch. while we are having lunch, we had a lot of and the cloud was filled with smoke. we