. >> sheriff, having found exhibit 36 in matt binder? -- have you found exhibit 36 in that binder? >> almost. yes. >> commissioners, i would like to read the statement the share of made as a party admission. then i will proceed in asking questions about it. this is exhibit 36, page four, line 18 through page 5, line one. it begins with the defendant as the speaker. the words are, thank you, your honor. i want to be back with my family. i want this to end. i would like to offer my sincere apologies to miss madison, her family, my neighbors, my department, the sheriff's department, and the people of san francisco. i realize that what was reported to the police was out of desire to help my family. i truly regret that these proceedings may have caused the madison family or anyone any suffering, greece, embarrassment, or harassment, or damage to their reputations -- grief. i want to think the district attorney and my counsel for their professionalism. sheriff, when you made that apology to ivory madison and her family, did you mean it? >> objection, irrelevant. >> overruled. >> yes. >>