but today matthew badger is taking the tragedy and doing something positive with it.adger, founder of lily, sarah, grace the fund in their memory. may i call you matt? >> yeah. >> matt, every year around this time, since this is the holiday season. does it bring it all back? this is a family time? do you relive that? >> >> absolutely, yes. a very difficult time for me. and a difficult time for abby, my partner. and, we, we sort of close ranks with my family. and spend team -- and spend time together and pay tribute to the girls. >> most people can't find enough time in the day just to get everything done. in a normal day without such incredible loss. but you have since you started your fund, your fund, called, the lily, sarah, grace fund, supports arts programs in low income schools. so far you have helped 160,000 students? plus more. how did you know that this was wait you wanted to honor your daughters? >> well, i think that the, the drive was to help children. and that if i was helping children in some way that would be a great comfort to me. the hope in the very b