new training mission you find the las vegas international airport and you pull up u next to matthw mcconaughey's private jet and he walks out of his jet and it pops the cockpit in your liking yeah man, mine is better than yours. that's the best part. that's always after you've done g your mission when you are training or in the cockpit and it's extremely intense and there isn'tth much time. >> were the most awesome things that you said is the fact that you can look at matthew mcconaughey and say i am way cooler than you will ever be. kathy and i have a lot in common because we both grew up in kentucky we both left home and went into male-dominated environments and careers in national security and we have lived in some of the same places alexandria virginia. i went through training at quantico but we both had this dream of a young age and i wanted to ask you because you talk about it a little bit in your book how did that come about? you sort of knew like kentucky you knew deep down you wanted something else. can you talk about that? >> i have to say as a little girl i grew up on a farm, but i di