is also fighting, the mother shouts and the father is silent, it is extremely difficult to talk to matvyi about work, there are many unanswered questions , and this is understandable, more often laconic, yes, no maybe, but he speaks frankly about fear, hatred from the leaves, when he talks about the enemy, his eyes shine, i can’t answer, it’s difficult, it’s not difficult, it ’s normal, you can say it’s not people, it’s my own child, a cold head and hot, all anger in our profession is a bad assistant, very bad emotions, well, emotions explode also, we try to suppress them immediately, because emotions can make several mistakes that will cost lives. and fear is always present. and it is normal if a person does not have fear. it is also very bad to have fear of that. for everyone to return home life i think that this is the most important thing that there is everything else that can be bought and earned and that's why special forces do not consider themselves heroes and with the honor of matvya only award weapons just work i work everything is very difficult for women paramedics in the war