lot of people don't know is that cabinet meets and they have staff around the room, but i sat by max cleland he was in a wheelchair and he did not cabinet member anyway. he was head of veterans affairs when i sat by him next to the door and i went every time i could that the cabinet met because it was i thought it was necessary for me to know what was going on and why the decisions made and so forth and so that i could explain to people in the country if, as i toured around rosalynn and carter, did you receive criticism for attending those meetings and for being the president's emissary? i don't think i ever received criticisms from the west wing. they knew how close we were and and how interested i was. but there was all kind of >> but there's all kind of criticism but you know, i learned why state senate, that's the hardest because you know everybody that criticized you. then you expect when you get to be governor and jimmy has been govan foror four years so to the white house i knew it was necoming. i didn't like it. but you have to accept that attitude that what i did but i think -- i th