. >> though estrada could be spending the rest of his life in this super max penitentiary, he isn't losing sleep over it. >> is there a bible down there? do you read that much? >> no. it's just there for good luck. peace. i'm at peace with myself. you have to be. i mean, i think there's a certain time you have to look at reality and say, well, this is home. this is home. you can't focus on what's going on out there. can't let it get to you, you just have to forget about the outside world and understand this is your world now and this is reality. this is home. i can sit here and say i did what i had to do. regardless of the consequences. can't sit here and kick myself in the ass for it. [ bleep ] happens. does a freshly printed presentation fill you with optimism? then you might be gearcentric. right now, all printers are on sale. plus great deals on hp ink and toner. office depot & officemax. gear up for great. >>> she expected her security guard business to grow by 5%. to her surprise, revenue skyrocketed by more than 600%. how simply changing her perspective changed everything. coming up